Monday, November 2, 2009

How To Fake Community Hours

Listening to our culture

The writer and blogger Tim Challies Canada has adopted an interesting approach for the coming year: it has set a goal to read all the 'Best Sellers' New York Times to be better at listening American culture. The reviews of these books are available at:
http://thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/10millionwords/

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Afraid Lump Is Inflammatory Breast Cancer

my blog closes

voila, just a message to tell all my readers that I stop to write a last note, I'm a bit nostalgic but I really find myself in this blog, I'll create a new BCP will be less personal and completely anonymous.
has dios:)

Friday, October 2, 2009

Sleep Apnea Hemoglobin

anxiety of the blank


Words come and go, overwhelm me, over me everywhere and I feel overwhelmed, I feel like taking a sheet, a pen and write but this time they leave without a trace, leaving me alone with my white sheet, subsections are created in my head, text, a whole book, and in the same way they came, they go , escape, leaving me and leave me alone.
A god, and god knows how much I hate goodbyes.
ideas, projects in the future, just like words, surprise me Over me and hope is reborn, and I started to build dreams, house of cards, I surrender to my desires, I yield to my desires, I go into another world and then suddenly reality catches up with me, and I forget all my projects, all my dreams and desires and all I begin to live every day without thinking about nothing, I found my routine that I protect my dreams, my words and my ailments.
The desire to drop everything, to erase everything and find myself in front of a white sheet, a sheet or I will rebuild my life as I please, as I have always wanted, may be a fantasy, a myth, but I do 'm not a goddess I am human and I have the anxiety of the blank
Words, just words, nothing but evil words, and I quit writing and I opt for dialogue, but I do no ear, all my desires, my desires and all my dreams are for other than the whims of a girl who can not exceed a teenager, who can not sever ties with the childhood.
I speak, I try to convince, but I must first convince me, and no one encouraged me, and nobody takes me seriously.
I speak, at least try to speak, but I know I have never mastered the art of discussion, listening, I can do but talk, I am totally incapable.
I need to find myself face to me and talk for hours because I have the ability to listen, I know identify problems in others, even if I do not communicate, I know exactly Does the person in front wants to hear what she needs to hear, and what it must necessarily hear, I take all these nuances and confuses me, but this gift will serve me is nothing because I can not argue with me ..
I need advice, a order to be little, but my quest is vain.
white sheet, I want to start all over again, send everything in the air, to believe in myself, but am I ever believed in me?
The answer is no, an emphatic no, not one that hurts me deep inside me.
I'm only 20 years, my life is before me, I can still take risks, succeed or even fail, logic says, but I am able to overcome a failure?
I want to fuck everything in the air, get my degree next year, put it in a frame, the offer to my parents, in token of obedience, and start a new era, one where I am the master of my life, an era where nobody will decide in my place.
Words just words, evil, nothing but pain, then I allow myself to do something crazy once in my life, something which for me is full of meaning?
The answer I get it soon, I Ponder, I think, sometimes I find it ridiculous, sometimes I feel so good in the middle of my dream, and meanwhile I'll hide my game.
What I will do next year? mystery mystery, everyone will know in due course at the last moment, when no one can influence me, guide me or tell me what to do.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Toothbrush And Toothpaste Donations

Io sono bambino tunisino msallekha Melli (and I do not veil the face)


Yes, I am Tunisian, I am an individual lambada, I am innocent of the 21th century, and all is well in my world, my Tunisia.
Tunisia is a country where life is good, or I have the right to speak freely, to say what I think loudly.
I am Tunisian and I'm proud of it, Tunisia is a country well launched on the path of progress.
I am Tunisian and I have internet at home for a very cheap price especially with respect to electricity bills and water that I pay each month and have more free access to all sites web, especially those relating to politics and sex education, so yes it's true that there are porn sites that are blocked and it's better like that because I am a good Muslim.
I am Tunisian and I am a good Muslim, I Ramadan (well almost), I listen ezzaitouna the morning and I do not care if Sakhr El Matri
remains my pockets ... I do the prayer every Friday at the mosque and that's enough for the week.
I am Tunisian and I am Arab even though my roots are Berber, I'm Arabic and I speak Arabic, although the Tunisian dialect has nothing to do with Arabic. I
I am Tunisian and purchasing power is rising, everything is within my reach, I get paid vacation, and I attend the same concert Aznavour has 76 of the ticket, well, yes the great credit system.
I am Tunisian and I live in one of the few countries that has not been affected by the crisis, and it's not because the stock is almost nonexistent, and that is precisely the source of all speculation, not just because it is a miracle and that God the Merciful protect us.
I am Tunisian and I'm vayess (braggart), bein yes, we have what it takes and I am compelled to spread my wealth, even if I'm not rich, but I'm just enrich the banks.
I am Tunisian and I am bilingual and even trilingual, I also invented the art of speaking three languages simultaneously without any master, I am strong, eh?
I am Tunisian and I am tolerant, bein yes, I do not care, any user can do whatever he wants but that station was affecting my family, I massacre.
I am Tunisian and I'm not complaining, I'm very happy to live here, but sometimes I have cravings 7ar9a ..
I am Tunisian and I embody the contradiction, and I'm not that contradiction, I like, just disgusts me and I do nothing, I am totally inert .. And I'm
margin and I am Tunisian and I will like you as you move your ass and I wanted to tell you that all is not well and need you to stop you look the other way ...